a dog's life`

*Sunday, June 29, 2008*

jessica called me just now and reminded me of the new timetable..
it sucks once again..
did not do english compo as i thought there's no lesson tmr..
but the new timetable shows that the first two periods of tmr would be english..
it really sucks..
anyway, i don't intend to do it..
i'll just bluff my way through..
waiting to watch incredible tales 5 and pushing daisies on channel 5
pushing daisies is quite funny..
seems like a lighter version of ghost whisperer..

had a very late night yesterday..
wanted to sleep early but ended up reading le petite prince i bought at popular..
read digital fortress later on.
couldn't sleep because of the very exciting which gave me an adrenaline rush..
decided to watch the latest episode of fated to love you on youtube..
all the way until 3am
really can't get to bed until i listened to some really soothing songs on my ipod..
just when i was about to get into lalaland..
i noticed that the star that i see every night before i get to sleep finally has a companion..
though the other star did not shine as brightly as the other..
it seemed to be just wanting to be beside it..
to accompany it..
as i look at the two stars..
i slowly fell asleep..

Beatrice played with the dog @ 9:37 pm

*Saturday, June 28, 2008*

i shall post about yesterday..
had a longer day than the rest of my hcl classmates..
jiang lao shi did not have to invigilate the oral exam..
after that went with ralpheal to have dou nai opposite school
saw dawei going home after school..
we chased after him...
caught up with him and decided to walk aimlessly since the three of us have nothing to do..
i felt like puking out all the dou nai while i was chasing..
i insisted on going to mac to enjoy some aircon before walking again..
saw hui xian and yimin in mac..
went up to them in mac...
but dawei and ralpheal abandoned me..
haha..
i thought that was fine..
at least i had aircon
talked to them for three hours at macs
so great
we talked about everything..
we got hungry along the way..
so combined money to buy two large fries..
but yimin accidentally toppled the fries..
i and huixian were stumped..
we were expecting the macs people to give us a replacement..
but they did not..
then there was a very kind uncle who wanted to give us a ten dollar note to buy another two large fries
we were stumped once again
we did do anything..
so pai seh..
we got even more pai seh when the uncle bought for us personally because we did not dare to accept his money..
then he even got chilli sauce for us..
fortunately the mac people replaced the two large fries for us
then the uncle cancelled his order..
so awkward..
i shall that uncle the kind uncle..

somehow we crapped until the love topic
how some boyfriends were so good to their girlfriends.
and the inevitable question..
the criteria for an ideal boyfriend
all of us are in the age when the hormones are raging the most..
that doesn't sound that right
all of us want to have someone to care for you in the loving manner
hui xian didn't expect me to want a boyfriend too
I WANT TO FALL IN LOVE
but there isn't the right one yet..
when can i ever find the right one?

by the way
changed my blog song..

Beatrice played with the dog @ 9:02 pm

*Thursday, June 26, 2008*

had quite a short day today..
the main things i did was to test the express chinese people in 4e1 some possible oral questions..
quite fun actually..
i like being both an examiner and a candidate..
when i was an examiner...
i like it when the candidates look me in the eye and show me their confidence..
when i was a candidate..
i like it when i look at the examiner and the examiner agrees on what i say..

once again i'm going to say that time really flies..
half a year ago, i was having my o level mother tongue oral..
i remember i was the last of my batch on that day..
i was shivering because of that damned cold special room..

and now the express chinese students had had their oral..
i really want to give my best wishes to my classmates..
all i can do is give my best wishes to them..

meanwhile, while they were having their lunch..
lame mr poh was crapping non stop unusually again..
he seems to be watching me more than often ever since school reopened..
or is it i'm just too sensitive..
although he likes to disturb zhang zhe frequently...
just like he did today when he screamed that a fire was coming when zhang zhe was sleeping instead of doing e math worksheet..
found it quite funny though it scared me..

let me summarise what are the main highlights of each day after school reopened...

1. for the first time in my life: rush for stupid chinese homework that i was supposed to receive before the holidays

2.get emo after chinese lesson because for the first time of my life, i felt that my chinese sucks in my chinese class( i don't even realise that until chee yew noticed that after every chinese lesson)

3. study physics practically everyday for dynamics and worry that d.c motor would really kill me

4.putting up with my bloody sister who is constantly playing that bloody rubik's cube every moment i see her and she is still playing in front of me right now..

5.reading a book on vet school, and constantly worrying that i cannot score well for o and a levels and i can't enter my dream university..

6. spending a lot at kopitiam in order to get a stupid blue card..

7. waiting for the " 10 promises to my dog" to be released and it's finally released..

8.watching that tang xin feng bao and get angered by that mistress who always appears to be the nice one in front of everybody..

9. get manipulated by that person from adam khoo and forced to sit with 4e2

10.getting rid of the irrtating balms from gigi's head which have been growing on gigi's head like pimples ever since my mother fed them the leftover chicken from overnight soup..

11. get mocked by robin pua when my hair gets messier by the day..

12. my eyebags getting more swollen by the day for no reason

13. haven't finished doing the kinematics worksheet given during the holidays

14.having many many weird and scary dreams every night

15.waiting to watch the third season of Ghost Whisperer

16.having an obsession into staring into space and i like it very much

17. had a mix up with the burgers i bought and ended up eating nothing..

18. cutting up azone foolscape cover page into many shapes

19. felt really happy that i improved on my oral once again

20.able to sleep early for the past few nights..

off now studying for bio prac tomorrow!

Beatrice played with the dog @ 9:03 pm

*Monday, June 23, 2008*

just read an article in "my paper" today...
scientists conducted a survey and research that last friday 20 June 2008 was the happiest day of the year..
just recalled what i did on friday..
4e1 bbq..
quite happy indeed..
so the scientists were quite accurate in fact..
which i thought was quite amazing..

came to blog randomly..
off to do my chinese holiday homework now..
which i was supposed to receive before the holidays..
ughh...
never mind..
ginger teacher is quite biased against me nowadays, she didn't even cared whether i received it or not..
one day i shall prove her wrong by scoring better than the china scholars..

Beatrice played with the dog @ 9:06 pm

*Sunday, June 22, 2008*

Beatrice played with the dog @ 3:13 pm

OMG>...
the holidays are gone..
so fast..
anyways posting on the 4e1 bbq we had on last friday..
first...
went to cycle at east coast at around 11.00am on friday all the way until changi area..
Aeroplanes are cool...
Passed by moe changi coast adventure camp..
The one that we had for our sec 3 camp..
the one that i complained of the noisy aeroplanes passing over the girls' dormitory every night..
how time flies..

Then we went to subway for lunch..
perhaps it's because i had too much water while cycling..
Ate quite little..
I weighed myself after that, i lost two kg after the whole thing..
Amazing..

Then walked all the way to our bbq pit..
Quite a long distance..
Sam, stella, travis went ahead first as we were quite late..
While junhao had cramps along the way..
chee yew and i stayed to keep him company...
cramps are scary..

when we arrived at the pit, some were already setting up the fire..
while i sat by the breakwater looking at the currents..
i really enjoy the feeling of just thinking about nothing..as if nothing bothered you..
though i admit i did think of waves taught in geog..
chee yew came in and started complaining that the seawater very green, polluted..
disturb the ambience i had created before that..
decided to talk to a maid who was walking a pomeranian along the beach
dogs was one topic that we can never talk finish on..
dogs nowadays are so fortunate..

i did manage to fly our class kite for the first time..
it's my first time that i had managed to fly a kite.
using my mother's thread..
once again, it's amazing..
call me the kite queen..

i didn't really help much in the barbecueing part ..
spent most of the time socialising with the teachers and classmates,
as well as serving them food..
once again i was back to the breakwater to enjoy the night breeze and looked at the starry sky..
it was a full moon night..
how perfect..
it was a wonderful bbq, joking with the teachers, and helping each other with the bbq..

Beatrice played with the dog @ 2:16 pm

*Monday, June 16, 2008*

it's a very very sad day today..
received smses since yesterday of news of kelvin tan..
very very shocked at first..
went to school this morning for physics today..
Mrs ong went to the physics lab today to console us..
But it didn't help much either..
It only made me more guilty..
Guilty that i didn't pay much attention to his lessons when he was still with us..
Guilty that i couldn't really do much..
Guilty as a student of his..
Went to the conference room with sam and chee yew to talk to some of the teachers and councillors to discuss about this issue
the only thing i can do is to inform the other classes about this thing
at least they know what's going on

Fortunately there's ms ong and mrs ngiam..

Went to ikea today to eat lunch and headed off for mr tan's wake in the later part of the afternoon..
along the way jolene and chiehling called me about this thing also..
then we reached the church where his wake was held..
we gave our condolences to his family..
and stayed there for quite a while..
everyone was solemn for a long moment..
no matter how sad i was..
i really do not like to see sad faces around me..
until the teachers came..
they came to talk to us..
that really brightened up my day a little..

all i could do now is to pray hard for mr tan..
after all he had taught us ss for half a year..
and most importantly to do well in whatever subject and score in it..not only in ss

i've noticed that our humanities teacher doesn't seem to teach us for more than half a year..
first it was michelle chan who left for her studies..
then it was mr lee who will be leaving probably after this semester..

after all this..
Life is really that fragile..
Something that we mustn't take that for granted..
if we don't treasure it, it will slip off from our hands forever...

P.S RIP, Mr Tan

Beatrice played with the dog @ 8:47 pm

*Thursday, June 12, 2008*

Watched "Fated to love you", a taiwanese serial for the past few nights..
Finally blogged..
Too bad,i haven't watch finish because it has not been shown finishe in taiwan yet..
I feel like killing myself..
I can't wait for the next episode..
Quite touching..
This one is very different from other idol drama..
The storyline is quite similar to Juno..
It's just that the female lead miscarriaged in the end..
So sad..
Sad enough to make me cry for the past few nights..
If you have time, do watch it...
Been watching a lot of movies about pregnancy..
Weird..

Went with Jolene to compass point to eat lunch yesterday..
OMG!
I'm just a stupid jinx..
My jinxness has not gone away..
If you are interested..
just ask me personally what happened..
Well, there's just too many..
Ever since a few months ago..
When i experienced a really weird encounter..
I give up..

Beatrice played with the dog @ 10:45 pm

*Monday, June 09, 2008*

Monkey fever..

A stitch dog that i made during my boring weekend holiday..

Went shopping with aunt today..
Felt very very tempted to go on a shopping spree..
But for the sake of my wallet..
Nah...

Bought a very cute monkey fan though..

Beatrice played with the dog @ 8:11 pm

*Thursday, June 05, 2008*

Had a very boring day..
Had an absurd encounter with a lady today..
She sold waffles..
I was buying waffles from her today..
Just the whole process took 30 minutes..
I just wanted a butter waffle..
Firstly, she spread the waffle mixture over that thing to make waffles..
Then, she closed the lid..
After about three seconds, she opened the lid again and found out there was not enough mixture..
Then i waited..
Her face was as black as the biscuit i burned for bio spa today..
That black..
She was staring into space for at least 20 minutes before she opened the lid to check the waffle..
FYI: THE WEATHER WAS VERY HOT THIS AFTERNOON & I WALK HOME!

FInally when that stupid waffle was finally done,
She took out the waffle and put it on a plate..
She AIRED the waffle..
Who on earth want to buy a waffle that is cold..
After FIVE minutes of AIRING,
she finally took out the butter..
she waited for the butter to soften..
That took at least one minute..
Then she slowly spread the butter on that stupid waffle which refuses to cool down..
Wonder all that conduction, convection and radiation go to..
She wrapped the waffle into a paper that some kinda sucks oil..
Then, she put the waffle into a plastic bag..
Just when i was ready to take the waffle from her hands..
She put the waffle back again..
She unwrapped it..
She repeated the process of unwrapping the waffle for at least three times VERY SLOWLY then she finally gave it to me!
I tell you something..
The butter still leaked..
OMG!
This is the first time i would feel so frustrated by just buying a stupid waffle that did not taste nice in the end..

Mugging AMATHS now..
Looking forward to Hui Xian's birthday party tomorrow..GOOD NIGHT!

Beatrice played with the dog @ 8:39 pm

*Wednesday, June 04, 2008*

You Are Apple Pie

You're the perfect combo of comforting and traditional.
You prefer things the way you've always known them.
You'll admit that you're old fashioned, and you don't see anything wrong with that.
Your tastes and preferences are classic. And classic never goes out of style.

Those who like you crave security.
People can rely on you to be true to yourself - and true to them.
You're loyal, trustworthy, and comfortable in your own skin.
And because of these qualities, you've definitely earned a lot of respect.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofpieareyouquiz/">What Kind of Pie Are You?

You Need Some Yellow in Your Life

Yellow will make you feel happy, perky, and hyper.
And with a little yellow, you will project an aura of energy.
If you want attention, you've got to get a little yellow in your life!

For extra punch: Combine yellow with blue or orange

The downside of yellow: People associate it with sickness and deceit

The consequences of more yellow in your life:

You will have more mental clarity, especially when faced with difficult problems
You will be protected from depression and moodiness
You will be a lot less likely to burn out or feel stressed

http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolordoyouneedquiz/">What Color Do You Need

Your Gemstone Says...

You are stable, strong, and full of life. You are an inspiring person.
People turn to you first for leadership and advice.
You are able to gently help people get to where they need to be.
And while you aren't afraid to lead when necessary, you are never heartless or bossy.

http://www.blogthings.com/thegemstonetest/">The Gemstone Test

Your Ice Cream Personality:

You like to think of yourself as a fairly modest person. And it's true that you don't talk yourself up... but you're also pretty happy with who you are.

You are the type of person who likes to throw caution to the wind. You only live once, so you're going to live as large as possible. You are definitely a wild one!

You are a somewhat open minded person, but deep down you're fairly conservative. You don't like trying new things very much. And if you do find something new you like, you stick with it.

You are a natural multitasker. You feel alive when you're doing more than one thing at a time.

You can be a big dramatic and over the top sometimes. You are bold in every way

http://www.blogthings.com/theicecreampersonalitytest/">The Ice Cream Personality Test

You Are a Chocolate Mocha and Orange Cheesecake

Enthusiastic and intense, there's so much you love in the world... it's hard to do it all.
You are good at getting things to mix - friends, flavors, hobbies. You're the master of fusion!

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofcheesecakeareyouquiz/">What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.

While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions

http://www.blogthings.com/doyouhaveatypeapersonalityquiz/">Do You Have a Type A Personality?

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofchocolateareyouquiz/">What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ)

You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.

You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.

A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.

In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.

At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.

With others, you tend to be polite and formal.

As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.

On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

http://www.blogthings.com/threequestionpersonalitytest/">The Three Question Personality Test

Beatrice played with the dog @ 10:16 pm

Getting very frustrated nowadays..
Tried to write calligraphy today..
Big failure..
Thought that writing calligraphy would calm me down..
But realised later that in order to write properly,
you need to have a calm mind first..
So i decided to quit for a moment..
Watched the third episode of tang xin feng bao
funny..
Now listening to avril lavigne's happy ending..
Just being random..

I find school quite boring nowadays..

Beatrice played with the dog @ 9:58 pm

*Tuesday, June 03, 2008*

Wanted to post yesterday but the stupid blogger website hanged on me..
Was reading the last few chapters of Marley and Me yesterday night..
Very touching that i can't help but jot down a few real nice quotes from the book..

It goes like this..
"I could almost taste the finiteness and preciousness of life. We take it for granted, but it is fragile, precarious , uncertain, able to cease at any instant without notice. I was reminded of what should be obvious, but too often is not, that each day , each hour and each minute, is worth cherishing."

There's a later part where Marley is too ill and too sick to even move..
It really made me think of Kiki Gigi and Sasha..
How i had neglected them because of my studies..
I didn't give them the care and concern that i once gave them when they were still puppies..
Hugging my little darlings really brightened my day..

Beatrice played with the dog @ 9:20 pm

*Sunday, June 01, 2008*

Went for NYEC briefing yesterday..
It ended at around 3.30..
Went to Donovan's house to play mahjong..
That was a terrible decision..
I'm really not good at mahjong..
I can't believe I stayed till 9.45..
Well at least i've understood the rules of mahjong finally..

Stayed at home for the whole of today..
Reading Marley and Me..
Quite funny..
Watching Princess Diaries II now on channel 5...
Time flies.
I watched this when i was sec one with my primary school friends..
In the blink of an eye..
The O levels are coming...

Beatrice played with the dog @ 8:02 pm